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Stressed and Tweaking

Hello friends. I apologize for not updating recently. I'm in my flop era, but trust we will be so back once spring break rolls around. Speaking of spring break, I'm stressing out so bad about my pre-trip appointments and also the 3 billion dollars I'll be spending. Mind you, a girl still gotta pay rent. How in the span of 3 or 4 days will I get acrylics, a pedicure, lash extensions, and a Brazilian wax??? How on earth is this possible?? Boys have it so easy... they won't even have to shave their legs before the trip. They are probably packing one pair of swim trunks and will be washing their faces with ocean water. Meanwhile, I have to bring everything I own. In my little ahh carry-on suitcase. Okay, let me stop complaining; this is such a first-world problem. I'm literally going to Cabo; let's be grateful. But also, I paid for this trip myself, so I think I'm allowed to speak on this. LMK if I sound like a big insensitive spoiled brat.

I'm writing from class rn. I have to piss so bad, but I'm sitting in the last seat in the furthest row from the door. I will have to walk through the entire classroom to get out the door, and I just can't do that mentally right now. I actually went to all 3 of my classes today. Didn't pay attention per usual, but I'm actually feeling really productive because I finished my portfolio and resume, as well as wrote a cover letter for the internship I applied to today. I was so stressed and wanted to make everything perfect and sent my mom pictures and links to everything because I need validation. My head hurts. This energy drink is making me shaky. And I have a bar crawl tonight... Girl lock in. 

I don't even have the energy to give a full rundown on Monday night. Just know I've been eternally exhausted since then. Im not mentally prepared for what this evening will entail. At least I'm not hosting the pregame again. Never been that stressed and sweaty in my life. That's an exaggeration, but you get what I mean. Need to take a shower. Been stress-sweating all day. IDK what to do with my hair for tonight but thats the least of my concerns. Ok class is ending now. TTYL!

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